ValhallenExile

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The Symbiotic by ValhallenExile, literature

A Turn for the Worst by ValhallenExile, literature

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A Turn for the Worst

I scrape the noise from white to black changing everything I was ever programed to be my cover rattles in every facet its strung ...they almost see me its going to stop it has to cease contricted so tight im forced to pray for my release nothing will change nobody can see me in this place its only myself they will rearrange back and beyond hidden inside this vulnerable space its going to stop it has to cease contricted so tight im forced to pray for my release My air slowly seeps as time slips through the cracks and chokes me more...and more all i can see is black empty is what I look numb is what I feel rot is burned on

My Indisposition by ValhallenExile, literature

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My Indisposition

You enter my room, The silence is strong, Push onto me whatever it is that's wrong I watch you implode, The tears come in a rush, I'll hold you together, I'll be your undesired crutch Away Goes your sorrow like the calm after a storm, just hold on to me, I won't let you be forlorn Malleable like clay is my heart in your grasp, Leave me you must, Then I'll shatter like glass.

A Presence to Weak by ValhallenExile, literature

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A Presence to Weak

I drift around and around, Ignoring all the people merged in the sound Analysis is key to the shield that stands so firm, Control is a must...For all the insecure to learn I can't let myself get away I am not afraid, yet I cower Within myself, I could swear I used to have some power And I am starting to slip away, Broken, through the cracks in the floor is where I'll have to stay I can't let myself get away Switch, Twist be what you may, I can't budge a fucking inch, I don't care what you say I can't let myself get away I've lost my grip it's all but gone, Left only is my mind to be preyed upon.

One plus one equals one by ValhallenExile, literature

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One plus one equals one

In these series of moments we share under the sun, We collectively remember all that we have ever done Because on this day we come together, Time passes as gently as a falling feather This sun brightens the darkness from which I routinely hide, Bringing forth my true feelings for you like a new mornings tide And in these series of moments we share under the clear sun, I forever chisel in the stone of my heart the equation of 1 + 1 = 1.

Symptoms to my Affliction by ValhallenExile, literature

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Symptoms to my Affliction

Purge of my mind to a blank slate, Sensory functions and awareness grow all the more opiate Nothing returns; all is still, apart from my nerves; working it seems as my blinded minds unruly shill Wherein this mist I cannot find me, In haste I revert to a character regurgitated throughout society Your eyes are but the lighthouse guiding frayed ships in from the treacherous seas, Pulling me through the storm out of my insurmountable social indexterity You make this all disappear, The storm subside and my thoughts clear, Locked in your focus soothes my every surfacing fear And in this harmony I sit and wait, For the next time to soo

lieing beneath the truth by ValhallenExile, literature

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The Symbiotic by ValhallenExile, literature

A Turn for the Worst by ValhallenExile, literature

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A Turn for the Worst

lieing beneath the truth by ValhallenExile, literature

Symptoms to my Affliction by ValhallenExile, literature

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Symptoms to my Affliction

One plus one equals one by ValhallenExile, literature

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One plus one equals one

A Presence to Weak by ValhallenExile, literature

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A Presence to Weak

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July 31
Canada
Deviant for 15 years
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Favourite genre of music: Industrial/Indie/metal/Classical/Alternative
Favourite style of art: Abstract/Realism/surrealism/Impressionism
Operating System: Ubuntu 9.04 (Jaunty)
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Classic
Shell of choice: Gnome
Wallpaper of choice: Minimalistic/Beautiful Women
Favourite cartoon character: SpongeBob
Personal Quote: "Beast"

Favourite Visual Artist

Monet/Van Gogh/Picasso/Dali

Favourite Movies

Fight Club

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Trent Reznor

Favourite Games

Splinter Cell

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

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ValhallenExile

Jun 23, 2009

ubuntu

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just switched from vista to ubuntu 9.04. WOW, everything is so easy, clean, organized, and beautiful. The interface has a clear resemblance to osx except you won't fork out an laughable 3000 dollars to get it :) "FUCK CRAPPLE". having switched from windows i am having trouble with terminal usage aswell as install graphical engines like aurora and emerald but that's insignificant to the fact that EVERYTHING else is straight forward and easy. Vista was similar to a minefield for trouble - sometimes a road in vista was better not travelled ;) - in ubuntu i have full confidence in whatever im doing. A huge inconvenience in windows is obviously th